today, 20 January 09

2009 ~ aww im not 18 ANYMORE. hahahahah ! everyone is getting old :p
it has been 16 days i did not update my blog :p
too busy, too lazy, too bored and end up nothing but craps ~
so now im having my final exam for the 2nd sem.
total i have 6 subjects that need to study. i done 4 subjects already ~ :D yay~
left 2 more which is color studies ( tomorrow ) and photography ( after CNY )
its suck that photography exam is after CNY ): gotta carry the feeling of .. cant even describe it. hahaha ! while enjoying.
reason why im here is because i don't have the mood to study now and start writing
color studies.. sound nice but suck yet have to read .___.''
sobs~
i don't give a damn la -_-
fail ma fail la ! resit only ma~ won't die also !
please forget the 2 sentense i wrote before, just for fun~ hahahahaha :p

hmm.. so yeah, good luck for everyone then~ "study hard ya" :D
gambatte ~

the end. (:

heh-heh

have you ever felt there was something inside you crying ?
I'm overwhelmed
there's pressure in my chest and
makes me wanna cry
the feeling is horrible,
desperately shouting out,
depressed with grief
i feel like I'm drowning down to the bottom of the sea
i can't breath
i want to scream
but no, i cant
i can only hide myself inside this room with full of tissues wiping out the tears
i can't think of anything
the darkness within has just conquered
i hope someone can pull me out from there
just once..
the first and only last.













copyright by peggy

Saturday, 03 Jan 09

today, i wake up at 1pm+, so tiring ~.~ my eyes, macam kena tumbuk like that.. pain ): then i don't know megat was waiting for me.. wakakaka xD pai seh la~ lols

we actually planed to watch movie, a horror movie. -.- geez..
but i don't know what happen, we talk, we chat, we discuss and end up going Neway sing K and cancel the movie plan. hahaha :D

in msn chat.. i don't know who am i talking to cause in 1 account which is jack's account.. pok leong+megat+jack.. confusing -.-'' anyway i have to thanks them for treating me (: arigato~ !!

in Neway, i saw someone i know but i didn't say "hi" :x don't ask me why, i also don't know ! HAHAHA ! oh well .. i really though that i won't hold the mic and sing :x who know i go and grab the mic :D :D and its fun ~ :x cough~ sore throat liao XD ahahaha! rare for me to sing uhh :x maybe this 1 of my history ler XD "kua jiong"

its verry fun holding the remote.. gg. vocal-ing vocal-ing XD guess only us know what is means.. hahahaha ! And 1 more thing.. MEGAT'S VOICE IS EXTREMELY NICE ! ;D
hahahaha ! jack and pok leong also nice la :p all of us sing well la xD haha!

and the most funniest part is .. megat actually picked these 2 songs, twinkle twinkle little stars and ABC for jack ! HAHAHAHAHA!! u will laugh like mad if your there ! :p kesian jack kena bully.. lolz XD *ps: jack dun angry wor, we play play only XD*

i have lots of fun :D hehe.. and here's some pictures that snap by megat (:

me :Dpok leong and i :D

si jack :p

jack and i :D

wooah~ so emotional XD

random random pics :x

okays ~ end of my blog :D

the end. (:

fucktard. (:

that day .. Wednesday was my fucking unlucky day.
guess what ? while im waiting Adrian in "Wangsa Maju LRT Station"
i was sitting at the bus stop there, the opposite or LRT.
this what happen.. when im holding my phone ( W800i ) sigh.. this fucking malay guy come from no where, just pass by and snatched my phone away ! when the time i look up, he's already run that far.. he jump on his bike and that's it.. my phone is GONE.
fuck, fucker~ idiot mother fucking brainless asshole, son of the BITCH !!!!! ARGHHH !
don't know what THESE people thinking.. they're not handicaps or what !? they got all their parts perfectly !! can't they just work and buy their own phone or money ??
WHAT HAVE THIS WORLD BECOME ?
so people, don't take out your phone so often when you're outside.
THIS WORLD AREN'T SAVE ANYMORE !! lol.
so be careful. (:

im really sad and xin tong* about my phone ): its has been 4years i used the phone. sobs~ i cry so hard that day .__.'''' few hour ? no gua.. who knows. lol.
there's few guy come and comfort me (: thx alot. i really appreciate it.
unknown guy come gimme tissue. sob sob thx although i don't know who u are. but thx (:
then kenny and ding.. they come and accompany me. arigato @@
and last but not least, my dear.... :x ahahahahaha ! *doesn't want to write it* :p

somehow i feel like im now in a situation.. "bad luck month" siannnnnn -.-'' hopefully next year.. new year of 2009 will be my good year :x lols.

i lOve you wai ling, but
i lOve my dear more xDDD
AHAHAHAHA !! ;p

the end. (:

BearQee

my first assignment for color studies, is to design the Qee product
i did it with alvin ~
we choose BearQee :p
wanna see ?
ahahahaha ! here it is !
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TA~~~~DAAAAAA ....

nice nice nice ? hahaha XD
hope it get high marks for it :p
but when i see my other friends works..
im impressed @@ ! they do so well o ~ jealous-nya XD heheh

the end. (:

lalala ~

cheee ~ what a boring day :x
sunday is the most boring day. sigh.
nothing to do ~
no where to go ~
sleep ~ eat ~ online ~ is all i can do ~
assignment ? all hanged. cant do anything ):
hahahaha! lucky still have manga accompany me. :D hehehehe

im waiting bleach, dgreyman, fairy tail to release new ep D:
sloooooooowwwww ~ tchhh !
currently reading this katekyo hitman reborn!
its boring in 1st 30+ ep but its getting interesting after (:
ahahahaha !

just now my mom suddenlly tell me about laptop thingy* saying tat BenQ laptop cost 2.9k
and saying that if we have money, u will have ur laptop already ! @@!!
"i wan laptop !!! "
" dream on pey, wait till next year la" lolx
well i "might" getting laptop next year :D :D :D "im hoping for it already!"

hmm .. past few days i quite sad about something. hahahah
i don't know what happen but it just happen to be like that. lol
then "he" add fire on me -.- good job man. *thumbs up* :x
i hate myself. and why so many many things come and stress me up T_T
sometimes im scare that i couldn't take it anymore. i cant help myself for keeping eveything within me XD hehe. i rather hide myself in the room and cry then give trouble to people. :p
why i write these stuff in here ? maybe this is why blog is meant to ~ XD
releasing(:
geez* i don't mean to write like that XD hahahah. well i guess i will stop here from now~

end of my post ~

the end. (:

27th oct 08, Monday

wahahahaha ! im here to write for last monday :p

anyway yay ! watched Bangkok Dangerous !~ awsome ! :p
that day was the day i going dating with my dear sista stella (:
that day i woke up early and prepared, then i drove out and fetched her, stella to 1Utama~~
we go there jalan-jalan, visit friends who are working, window shopping and etc.
huhu.. by then it seems like lots of people getting sick O: hope they get well soon (:
after that, we go makan at KFC~ drools* long time no see chicken xD
then we went into cinema and watch Bangkok Dangerous ~ <3


nice movie ! worth to watch ! :D
we choose twins sit/couple sit ~ ahahahaha !
during the movie .. yoke lin suddenlly sms me ~
she said she want to treat me makan lunch >.< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Sushi Groove
food there are nice and tasty and of cause its costly (:
she spent rm40+ for 4person. thx lin lin ~ muacks ^^ she's my best friend too :p
she bring her beloved along ~ woooo ~
we talk, we laugh, we crap, we eat ~ (: i enjoyed ! hehe
after that she cant stay any longer because she need to get her reference books for her studies
so yeahh .. after eat she went off with her beloved and left me and stella xD
then .. we went to Damansara Uptown and window shopping at those small shops :p
somehow i bought 2 pieces of clothes ~ cost me rm30 and stella bought 1pair of shoe ~ rm10 nia xD
and also i met my secondary friend there ! aih sehh so many unexpected thing happen on that day xD heheh

so that's my another happy day ~ :D

the end. (: