today, 20 January 09

2009 ~ aww im not 18 ANYMORE. hahahahah ! everyone is getting old :p
it has been 16 days i did not update my blog :p
too busy, too lazy, too bored and end up nothing but craps ~
so now im having my final exam for the 2nd sem.
total i have 6 subjects that need to study. i done 4 subjects already ~ :D yay~
left 2 more which is color studies ( tomorrow ) and photography ( after CNY )
its suck that photography exam is after CNY ): gotta carry the feeling of .. cant even describe it. hahaha ! while enjoying.
reason why im here is because i don't have the mood to study now and start writing
color studies.. sound nice but suck yet have to read .___.''
sobs~
i don't give a damn la -_-
fail ma fail la ! resit only ma~ won't die also !
please forget the 2 sentense i wrote before, just for fun~ hahahahaha :p

hmm.. so yeah, good luck for everyone then~ "study hard ya" :D
gambatte ~

the end. (:

heh-heh

have you ever felt there was something inside you crying ?
I'm overwhelmed
there's pressure in my chest and
makes me wanna cry
the feeling is horrible,
desperately shouting out,
depressed with grief
i feel like I'm drowning down to the bottom of the sea
i can't breath
i want to scream
but no, i cant
i can only hide myself inside this room with full of tissues wiping out the tears
i can't think of anything
the darkness within has just conquered
i hope someone can pull me out from there
just once..
the first and only last.













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Saturday, 03 Jan 09

today, i wake up at 1pm+, so tiring ~.~ my eyes, macam kena tumbuk like that.. pain ): then i don't know megat was waiting for me.. wakakaka xD pai seh la~ lols

we actually planed to watch movie, a horror movie. -.- geez..
but i don't know what happen, we talk, we chat, we discuss and end up going Neway sing K and cancel the movie plan. hahaha :D

in msn chat.. i don't know who am i talking to cause in 1 account which is jack's account.. pok leong+megat+jack.. confusing -.-'' anyway i have to thanks them for treating me (: arigato~ !!

in Neway, i saw someone i know but i didn't say "hi" :x don't ask me why, i also don't know ! HAHAHA ! oh well .. i really though that i won't hold the mic and sing :x who know i go and grab the mic :D :D and its fun ~ :x cough~ sore throat liao XD ahahaha! rare for me to sing uhh :x maybe this 1 of my history ler XD "kua jiong"

its verry fun holding the remote.. gg. vocal-ing vocal-ing XD guess only us know what is means.. hahahaha ! And 1 more thing.. MEGAT'S VOICE IS EXTREMELY NICE ! ;D
hahahaha ! jack and pok leong also nice la :p all of us sing well la xD haha!

and the most funniest part is .. megat actually picked these 2 songs, twinkle twinkle little stars and ABC for jack ! HAHAHAHAHA!! u will laugh like mad if your there ! :p kesian jack kena bully.. lolz XD *ps: jack dun angry wor, we play play only XD*

i have lots of fun :D hehe.. and here's some pictures that snap by megat (:

me :Dpok leong and i :D

si jack :p

jack and i :D

wooah~ so emotional XD

random random pics :x

okays ~ end of my blog :D

the end. (: